im here to blog again o... going NS tomolo morning...
cant slp now... haiz... y?? just hate my life... ><...
i will be there for 3 months... or more?? maybe...
cz my fren said 1st batch 2month+...
2nd batch 3month+... 3rd batch 4month+...
dont know real or not... hmmm....
i just wish that u would promise me those things...
and smile always... happy always...
thats enuff for me le... really enuff le ba...
sorry for the pass if i had let u down badly...
mayb im the kind of ppl that cant be matured??
not that kind of man u wish for.... im childish all the time...
sorry ya... im fail as a boyfriend... really....
i still not suit to fall in love at this age yet...
few years more ba... or mayb 10-20years later?? ha...
anyway... thanks for being my first love... first girlfriend...
thank you so so so so so much~~~ thank you~~~
atleast i know there is someone truely loved me before...
but i never care it well... thats my loss of it...
no one to blame on... except me... myself... and I...
and for things that happen this afternoon, sorry for being unpolite ><...
i never mean to be unpolite to you.... aikss...
maybe u are angrying or hating me now... sorry...
i wanted to say thanks to you yesterday... but... when think of the letter..
i felt........... duno how to say... mind empty... eye watery... and felt slpy..
yesterday i keep slp... wake le slp again... wake le slp again...
wholeday slping... duno y... mayb i cant accept the truth??
slp to let me not to think bout it??? haizz...
thats all ba... duno wat to say le... ><.....
wish our friendship will not be ended~~
if u really going change number...
let me know okay?? ><...
keep in touch forever...
see you somedays...
byez... take care...
gud luck.....
